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19 September 2016 @ 08:00 am
For writcraft: I'm Not Okay (I Promise) [Harry/Scorpius, R]  
Title: I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
Author: gracerene
Pairing: Harry/Scorpius, implications of Draco/Harry
Rating: R
Word Count: ~6,300
Content/Warnings: Aurors, unrequited crushes, fuck or die, major dub-con, angst, ambiguous ending, nonlinear timeline
Summary: It's been less than one week since The Incident.
Notes: Happy Birthday, writcraft! I've been wanting to write a fic like this for a while now, but I never really had a reason and it seemed like one of those ideas that would perpetually be on the backburner. And then Kat and Amorette reminded us all that your birthday was coming up, and I thought that, despite (or perhaps because of) the angstiness, this idea might work perfectly for you. I really hope you enjoy this fic, and I hope you have a marvelous day, hon! <3

Title is from a MCR song, because I have no shame.

Thanks to capitu, sabethea, & oceaxe for helping me with this one. ♥

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Read on Writ's Birthday comm
 
 
 
piratesmile331piratesmile331 on September 19th, 2016 06:07 pm (UTC)
OMG Grace, I didn't didn't didn't want to read this, because I have a thing for H/Sc and a thing for H/D, and I read the summary and knew there was going to be angstiness, and then...

I read it anyway, because you are an evil temptress it's you and I couldn't resist.

This is beautifully written and I'm crying for all of them. I'm hopeful that Harry and Draco can get past this, and that Scorpius (being so young) will find someone new to love.
wicked smut goddessgracerene on September 19th, 2016 06:28 pm (UTC)
Aww, I'm sorry about the angst, hon, but I'm thrilled you enjoyed anyway! I've long wanted to write an unrequited fuck-or-die fic, and I thought I'd throw in a bit of Harry/Draco for added flavor. ;)


Thank you so much for reading, lovely!
Melissa Rose: Scorpius_melodic_ on September 20th, 2016 02:20 pm (UTC)
This was just stunning! When I knew you were writing this pairing and with a dub-con/angsty twist I already had such anticipation, knowing it was going to be very compelling and I was right!

Scorpius's voice was so perfect--he was so eager and sure of himself, while still having these gnawing insecurities. I so felt for him and his desperation and my heart broke along with his when he discovered the truth.

And yet he was still so sweet to feel badly for himself. but also for his father and for Harry too.

Oh and poor Harry feeling so guilty and so despondent at Draco's reaction and the risk that Draco will cut him off forever after that. And then there is lovely Draco who is furious and hurt but also so caring about Harry and his son.

Just a terrible thing for them all, but most of all Scorpius. This is hurt, but ever so beautifully and I loved every moment of it!!
wicked smut goddessgracerene on September 20th, 2016 09:25 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much, lovely! LOL, I think you know my thoughts on Harry/Scorpius, so angsty and fucked up and unrequited is pretty much the only way I can write them.

Yes, I think Scorpius got the worst of it, the poor thing, though I think it'll take awhile for all of them to move past it... :/

Thanks for reading! <3