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16 June 2015 @ 10:00 pm
For nia_kantorka: Because He Looks Like Your Superhot Cousin (Harry/Draco, NC-17)  
Title: Because He Looks Like Your Superhot Cousin (And This is the Closest It'll Ever Get to Being Okay)
Author: gracerene
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Draco/Harry
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~2,300
Content/Warnings: established relationship, genderbend (a curse temporarily changes Harry into a girl), cunnilingus, fingering
Summary: Harry gets cursed during an Auror mission and suffers through some strange effects. (or, Harry is temporarily turned into a girl, and Draco doesn't mind one bit.)
Notes: Sweet nia_kantorka, I knew I had to write you something because you have been the most wonderful of friends to me here in fandom, and I'm still blushing from the fabulous birthday you went and organized for me last year. I also have been wanting to try my hand at genderbending, so when I saw that on your list of likes, I figured now was the perfect opportunity! I'm posting this a few days early, to keep with my 50 Reasons scheduling, so I hope you don't mind getting your present now! I really hope you enjoy this, hon, and I hope you have the most marvelous of birthdays! <3 <3

This reason still totally could have worked by keeping them both boys, but I think it works better this way, and I got to try out a new kink! :D

Thanks to capitu, lauren3210, and candamira for looking this over for me and generally being wonderful and helpful! :D

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"Harry, come on, open the door," Draco called out, pounding vigorously on the bathroom door. Harry was unmoved.

"I'm fine, Draco. Just go home. I just want to be alone right now." Harry frowned into the mirror, trying to decide if his voice really did sound higher, or if he was just exaggerating the effects.

"I'm not going anywhere. Granger told me that somebody should keep an eye on you, in case there are any unknown side effects of the curse. Since I'm over here practically every night anyway, I seemed like the logical choice."

"Did — did she tell you what happened?"

Draco hesitated. "She mentioned the effects of the curse, yes. Are you—" He sounded nervous as he paused. "If you'd feel more...comfortable with somebody else here, I could go and get whoever you'd like. I know we've only been officially dating for a few months now, and if you'd rather — "

Harry gripped his wand and cast the unlocking charm. He really didn't want Draco to see him like this, but even worse was Draco thinking it was because Harry didn't trust him.

"You — you can come in." His voice wavered embarrassingly, and he wrapped his arms awkwardly around his waist in a futile effort to hide. He stood in the middle of the bathroom, bracing himself, as he waited for Draco to come inside.

What must have been an eternity later, Draco cautiously turned the doorknob, and opened the door. He stopped mid-stride and stared blatantly at Harry's new appearance.

"Wow," Draco breathed.

"I thought you said Hermione already told you!" A self-conscious blush crept over Harry's cheeks, heating his face.

"She did. I just — I guess I still wasn't really expecting it. I mean, you still look like Harry, just — "

"I'm a bloody girl!"

"Well, yes. It would appear you are."

"I'm a girl everywhere." Harry thought Draco was acting a bit too calm for somebody whose boyfriend wasn't currently a boy.

Draco's gaze turned appreciative as he looked Harry over. "I don't see what the problem is."

"You don't see what the problem is! I'm — I — I have tits, and my prick is gone. I'm all — all pretty and soft and my center of balance is all fucked up. What if I'm stuck like this forever! You won't be so okay with everything if I can't fuck you anymore, will you?"

"First of all, Granger was perfectly clear when she told me that they'd be ready to perform the counter-curse by the end of the week, at the latest. Are you telling me you doubt Granger's abilities? I'm sure she'd be interested in hearing that piece of information."

Harry paled and shook his head. It wasn't that he doubted Hermione, it was just that magic could be unpredictable was all.

"Secondly, as much as I love your cock, and I really love your cock," Draco stepped closer and Harry took an instinctive step back, jolting when his slightly more rounded bum hit up against the counter. "It's certainly not the only thing I love about you. Even if you could never fuck me again, there are plenty of other things we could do that are just as enjoyable."

"But — " Harry wrinkled his nose. "I'm a girl."

Draco rolled his eyes. "Yes, I think we've well established that you're a girl, with all the relevant parts. But you seem to be forgetting something."

"Uh, what?"

"I like girls. Unlike you, I'm attracted to both."

"Oh, right. But, I mean, you always seem to go for those really attractive women. And I'm — "

"Bloody hot," Draco finished for him, sweeping his thumb across the plump curve of Harry's cheek. He paused, giving Harry a considering look. "Truth be told, you look a lot like my cousin, Chloé."

"How sexy," Harry deadpanned.

"Actually, yes. I was quite…enamoured with her when I was younger."

"Merlin, really."

Draco hummed his acknowledgment, eyes glowing as they roamed over Harry's changed form.

"Did you ever…" Harry made a crude gesture.

Draco laughed. "Salazar, no! She was several years older and my cousin. It was just a harmless little crush."

Harry gave a small smile, somehow soothed by the silliness of their conversation. Draco was right, this wasn't that big of a deal. Harry had experienced weirder things. Not to mention that Draco seemed genuinely unconcerned with Harry's female state; more than that, he seemed quite intrigued.

"So," Draco began, his voice much rougher than just moments earlier. "Have you explored your new body yet?"

Harry's eyes widened. "I, uh, haven't really had the time. And well, to be honest...I was kind of put off by the fact that all my bits are missing."

"Well, I can't help you with that, but I could help you in your explorations, if you're interested."

Heat pooled in Harry's belly, a soft, syrupy arousal making him warm all over. "Yeah?"

"I'm not exactly inexperienced when it comes to women. I could make you feel good." Draco's breath was hot against Harry's skin as he leaned in to whisper in his ear, and Harry's whole body shuddered involuntarily.

"That sounds...yeah."

Draco flashed him a sharp smile, before dragging him into the bedroom.

"Can I?" Draco's hands were huge against his waist, playing with the hem of his now too-loose shirt.


Draco slipped his hands beneath the fabric and Harry's stomach jumped at the contact. His skin was soft and sensitive as Draco made his way up his sides, dragging his shirt up with them. With a flourish, the shirt was off, and Harry fought against the bizarre instinct to cover his chest. Instead of flat pecs, he had breasts; small, fleshy, jiggly things that weighed him down.

Draco seemed to be fascinated, though Harry didn't really see the appeal. But then Draco was cupping them, rubbing a roughened thumb against the rounded curves and circling the hardening nubs. Harry gasped and thought maybe he did get what the big deal was, because his nipples had never been so sensitive while he was a man. Harry was sure his shocked pleasure must be written all over his face, because Draco grinned wickedly, and then lowered his mouth, latching on and swirling his tongue around the delicate flesh before sucking.

Harry mewled, a strange, high whine that he'd never made before in his life as Draco's wet, warm mouth worked him over. His skin was fire-hot from embarrassment and arousal, but his sounds only seemed to spur Draco on.

Draco pushed him back onto the bed, never leaving Harry's breasts for more than a moment as he crawled over Harry. Harry's heart was fluttering madly, and he ached for something, for more, but he wasn't sure what more of exactly. He almost wished that he'd managed to get this far with Ginny, so at least he'd have some idea of what was coming. But he'd be lying if he said that the thrill of the unknown, of exploring things with Draco, wasn't part of what had him so turned on right now.

Finally, Draco pulled away with one last scrape of his teeth, leaving Harry's flesh red, and sore, and swollen. Draco kneeled between Harry's thighs, and he looked so big. Which was a strange sensation, because normally they were pretty evenly matched in terms of height and weight. Even in this new body, Harry knew that Draco wasn't really that much bigger than him, but he felt bigger, stronger, and the flat planes of his body seemed sharp and unforgiving against Harry's unfamiliar curves.

Draco toyed with the drawstring to his pajama pants and Harry's stomach clenched with every slight brush of fabric. Arousal thrummed electric through his veins, and the ache below his waist intensified as a strange wetness slicked his thighs. Harry couldn't stop the soft roll of his hips, trying to encourage Draco to get a move on.

Thankfully Draco got the message, quickly sliding off the pajama pants and leaving Harry completely naked. Instinctively, Harry clenched his legs, which was a bit awkward with Draco kneeling between them. Merlin, Draco had seen him naked a million times, but Harry had never felt so bare, so vulnerable.

Draco's hands circled Harry's ankles and his palms dragged slowly upwards. When Draco got to Harry's knees—which Harry was disappointed to note, were still quite knobbly—he gently eased Harry's legs open, spreading him wide and baring him completely to Draco's gaze.

Lust flooded through Harry, need lancing through him as Draco looked at him with dark hungry eyes. His stomach was almost queasy with desire as Draco's fingers crept up the insides of Harry's thighs and it seemed like he might actually die if the teasing didn't end soon. Harry had no idea what Draco had planned, but he knew he needed more. Soft fingers caressed his pubic hair, a barely there pressure against his outer folds that had Harry panting. He was drenched and soaking wet, the air cold where it brushed against him. Sticky fluid leaked out of him, coating Draco's fingers and dripping onto his thighs and arse. His need to be filled was a steady throb, and every pulse of desire seemed to make things slicker.

"Fuck," Draco muttered, his voice choked. "You're so fucking wet, Harry. Merlin, you must be desperate for it."

"I am. Do it. Do something."

"I will, don't worry. I'll take care of you."

Harry inhaled deeply, and Draco took that opportunity to press two fingers more firmly along his folds, slipping inside. Harry shuddered as Draco's fingers glided between his thighs, sliding up and circling something that made Harry jackknife up from the bed, legs once again trying to clamp shut.

"Feel good?" Draco asked, voice smug.

"What the fuck was that?"

"Your clit. It's supposed to be even more sensitive than your cock." He circled his fingers again and Harry collapsed back against the bed, undulating his hips in time to Draco's rhythm.

"I believe it. That's so — fuck that's so good."

"I'm going to make you feel even better." Draco grinned. He brought his soaked fingers up to his mouth and licked them, and Harry made a face, even as another burst of arousal swept through him at the gesture. Harry couldn't imagine that tasted good, but Draco seemed to love it, sucking enthusiastically at his fingers. The thought of Draco still liking the taste of Harry that much was undeniably hot.

Once his fingers were clean, Draco shimmied down the bed, until his face was level with Harry's crotch. Harry thought his heart might actually stop beating.

"You're not going to — "

"Eat you out?" Draco asked innocently, before kissing his way up Harry's thigh. Draco paused, his eyes fluttering closed as he inhaled deeply. "Fuck, you smell unbelievable."

"Different?" Harry asked, fighting off his shyness at Draco's praise.

"No. You smell like you, but it's stronger, more concentrated. I like it." Draco flashed Harry a wolfish smile, before spreading him wide. He took another deep inhale, and then dragged his tongue through Harry's slickness, licking his way up to Harry's clit.

"Oh," Harry gasped, clenching the sheets and riding up against Draco's mouth. Draco built up a fast, pulsing rhythm that made Harry quake, and Harry was so lost in the rising pleasure that he barely registered the pressure of a finger, until it was sliding fully inside of him.

Fuck that was good, that was perfect, that solid weight fucking into him, filling him up and satisfying that ache inside. It was different than when Draco fingered his arse, easier, smoother, though the sense of fullness wasn't quite as sharp.

Draco finger-fucked Harry in tandem with his clever, wicked tongue. The pleasure rose inside of Harry, pulsing higher and higher until it crested and waves of shuddering bliss rolled throughout his body. It felt so much different than his normal orgasm, the usual hot coil of arousal that would snap and release, giving him immediate satisfaction. Instead, this release seemed to last for ages, the sensations continuing to undulate over his skin, making him quiver and shake through the aftershocks.

Draco eased back, gently swiping his thumb against Harry in uneven intervals, shocks of pleasure hitting Harry every time he brushed against his clit.

"Fuck, I feel amazing," Harry mumbled, staring lazily up at the ceiling. He did feel amazing. Sated and so damn relaxed, boneless against the sheets of his bed.

"I'm glad." Draco also looked surprisingly satisfied, and not-so-surprisingly pleased with himself. He shifted on his knees, and Harry's eyes were drawn to the large bulge still pressing up against his trousers.

"You didn't come," Harry pouted. He never liked when Draco tried to get him off without reciprocation. It just seemed so unfair — to both of them really.

"Not yet."


Draco smirked. "You didn't think we were done yet, did you Harry?"

"Um, well, I came, so yeah. But, I mean, I can still blow you. I wonder if I can open my mouth as wide?" He started to open his mouth to try and see, but stopped at the exasperated look on Draco's face. "What?"

"You do know that women can have multiple orgasms, yes?"


"Yes, seriously." Draco slid two fingers into Harry and he arched, surprised that he could handle the pleasure already, without suffering from oversensitivity. "I was thinking I could try fucking you next. Unless you're too nervous?" Draco's eyes flashed with challenge.

Harry grinned, and surged up to kiss him breathless.
cabinetcaligaricabinetcaligari on June 16th, 2015 04:52 pm (UTC)
God, this was hot! I've never read het!smut before, but I think I quite like the idea of genderbend!Harry. And the comparison of male vs female bodies, different sensitive zones, and the overpowering orgasm (because of course) was very nice :) Every time Harry discovered his nipples were sensitive, or what feeling clitoris stimulation gives, I thought 'Muhahaha Harry, you just wait until you've had a female orgasm!'

Also, your Draco is delicious, so confidently knowing his way around sex with males and females. Yum :)
wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 17th, 2015 01:49 am (UTC)
I'm so happy you gave it a chance and enjoyed! It was a fun challenge writing in the differences of Harry's new body, though, being a woman, it was almost easier writing some of the parts! :)

And I'm glad you liked this Draco! I tend to usually write him as exclusively gay, and I kind of enjoyed seeing this different side of him! ;)
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wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 17th, 2015 02:08 am (UTC)
Thank you so much for reading and commenting! I'm glad you liked Draco here. :)
Bring forth the tale of dicksbirdsofshore on June 16th, 2015 05:26 pm (UTC)
Ooh, fabulous (except I'm greedy and wanted Harry to get fucked as a girl as well :D). This was great. I loved bisexual, confident Draco. So hot! Makes me wonder why I always write him gay. Oh yeah, because I only want Harry to have him :)

I loved the kinkiness of het sex *snort* and the comparisons of sensation were great. I LOLed when Harry thought they were done. I'm going to try that next time - "sorry, I came, we're finished now." Ahehehe!

Super stuff and brought a really great twist to an established relationship.
wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 17th, 2015 02:16 am (UTC)
LOL, Harry's greedy like that too! I was actually planning on posting an update with some fucking on Nia's actual birthday, but the writing has just not been cooperating with me these past few weeks. :(

But I'm glad you liked this Draco! I usually write him gay as well, but I think I might start throwing in more bisexual!Draco because it was a lot of fun. Actually the whole thing was fun to play with, since I was writing stuff I definitely don't normally write!

Thanks so much for reading! I wasn't sure what kind of reception the genderbending would get, so I'm happy to hear you enjoyed it! :)
nia_kantorkania_kantorka on June 16th, 2015 05:28 pm (UTC)
Thank you, darling! Saw it first on AO3- their gift feeds work very well - and left a proper comment there too. :D
I loved it. And I'm in awe that you wrote me such a wonderful story as a present. It's wonderful that in HP gender-bender is a much easier thing to explore than somewhere else (magic really does the trick). Though Harry had the body of a woman he felt very masculine to me- which made it even more intruiging to get to see him getting blown away by Draco and his new body reactions. :D
Both of them were adorable. And I loved them! <333
Eta: Sorry, mobile and I are at war at the moment.

Edited at 2015-06-16 05:31 pm (UTC)
wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 17th, 2015 02:01 am (UTC)
Yes, I do love AO3's gifting abilities; so much more reliable in terms of pinging the giftee! :D

I was a bit nervous about this one, since genederbending is a more specific kink, so I'm really happy you enjoyed it!

candamiracandamira on June 16th, 2015 06:07 pm (UTC)

Eeeks, couldn't wait to read the final version! Loved the sensuality, and your picturing of what a man feels when stuck in a female body, like the vulnerability, the instinct to cover himself, the lasting and intense orgasm...just wow. Wonderful, hot and very interesting! A perfect gift! ♥♥♥

Edited at 2015-06-16 06:08 pm (UTC)
wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 17th, 2015 02:18 am (UTC)
welcome to villa cariño!capitu on June 16th, 2015 07:43 pm (UTC)
God, I had nearly forgotten how smoking hot this is! Jesus!

I love how different it feels for Harry, God, I can tell he was feeling all delicious with Draco doing all that to him. They are seriously going to have a lot of fun.

And I love your confident Draco, he beyond hot!
wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 17th, 2015 02:21 am (UTC)
LOL! Thanks so much, darling! I'm so happy you liked it, and, as always, I super appreciate you're looking things over for me and your lovely encouragement! <3
Reckless Passionlauren3210 on June 16th, 2015 10:50 pm (UTC)
Absolutely beautiful - I adored what you did with Harry's orgasm, it made me want to force my husband to read it and say, "read this, and then do it, please and thank" LOL!
wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 17th, 2015 02:32 am (UTC)
LOL! Super glad you liked this one, hon! <33
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wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 17th, 2015 02:41 am (UTC)
Thanks so much fore this lovely comment! I'm super happy you liked this sweet, confident Draco and thought the sex was hot! <3

And OMG, YES! Like, the number one thing I can take away from my time in fandom is how badly I wish I could be a man for a day, just to see what it's like... :D
aliasfanatic04: DDRaliasfanatic04 on June 17th, 2015 03:23 am (UTC)
Going to delurk again just to say how much I love this series ♥ and this totally hit my kink spot ♥♥♥ oh yeah i so friended you haha
wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 18th, 2015 03:05 am (UTC)
Yay! I'm so glad you've been enjoying this series, and that you liked the genderbending! Always happy to have a new friend, and feel free to delurk any time! :D
huldrejenta: in somnis veritashuldrejenta on June 17th, 2015 09:53 am (UTC)
Oh this was wonderful! I have a soft spot for genderbending, and you did it so well. Love Draco, his confidence, his experience, him making Harry feel so good on a physical level, but also about their whole situation. Making sure Harry can feel how loved he is.
Of course it doesn't hurt that the fic is super hot as well :) Lovely job, and a wonderful gift for Nia <3
wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 18th, 2015 03:30 am (UTC)
Thank you so much! I've definitely never played around with genderbending before, so I'm really happy it worked for you! ♥
Guinishiftylinguini on June 17th, 2015 10:20 am (UTC)
ARGH I have so much to do in the next 36 hours but all I want to do now is read this!!

*throws responsibilities out the window, sighs, goes and picks them back up*

Your description is glorious, and reading this will be my reward for being a productive human!!
wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 17th, 2015 08:56 pm (UTC)
LOL! Aww, well I'm glad my fic is inspiring you to abandon your responsibilities, though it'll definitely still be here when you've finished.

I hope your work goes smoothly! :D
Guinishiftylinguini on June 18th, 2015 03:07 pm (UTC)
Oh my goodness, yes, this was good. Blimey! And it deserves an essay's worth of praise, which I currently cannot write as I need to go and sit in a bucket of ice!

*whispers* I also technically didn't get everything done, but this was a fabulous "halfway there" reward, and I will probably be back to heap more praise on you when I am a free woman.
wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 18th, 2015 10:01 pm (UTC)
Oh, yay! Super happy that you liked it! I was a bit nervous about posting this one, as I know genderbending is not everybody's cup of tea, so I'm really happy you liked. :D

LOL, well I think a halfway done reward is perfectly reasonable! I wish you all the luck in finishing the rest!
Guinishiftylinguini on June 21st, 2015 03:32 pm (UTC)
To be honest, it's not often something I read, as it can be a bit of a minefield of things I'm not overly keen on (not that they're bad at all, just not usually for me). I may need to rethink that now though, cos this was such fun!

I think a part I really love about this is that you've kept Harry very Harry haha, and I liked that Harry's sudden ladyfication didn't make me feel funny about their relationship, if that makes sense. Draco being into both was a very effective way to avoid that getting uncomfortable haha.

In sum, ENCORE, you genius!
wicked smut goddessgracerene on June 22nd, 2015 02:46 am (UTC)
Oh yes, I totally agree with you there! I like the kink in theory, but TBH, I'm pretty picky about the execution. I really don't like the "always been a girl" thing, because part of the attraction is the newness and exploration and sort of a revitalizing of the first time kink that I adore. I definitely still need them to feel like themselves, and I want things to be hot, without feeling like they prefer this new dynamic.

LOL, it's hard to explain, but it's definitely a fine line, and I'm glad you thought I didn't do too badly with it! :D
Guinishiftylinguini on June 22nd, 2015 11:10 am (UTC)
YES, that! That was what I was trying to say! Haha, you hit the nail on the head - It's a great opportunity to explore another, new, first time (and ohhh aren't those just *the best*?!) but I really need for them not to prefer this, absolutely! That would feel almost too...unfair, to someone in the relationship, and would make me feel funny, I think.

I've also realised I should have started this conversation over on your other post, which was specifically asking for opinions on gender-bending, but alas, I am just not with it! Haha.